life is strange sometimes, you know…sometimes things can be going so well, and something comes out of left field and blindsides you…or life can be going so unbelievably well in some areas, but in other parts it can just be falling apart…its really hard to watch bad things happen to people you love, and to know that you can’t do anything to help or change it, you can only pray for things to get better, or accept the results when they don’t…if anyone doesn’t know the story, nicole’s grandmother has become pretty sick recently, and has been in and out of the mayo clinic for treatment…although she isn’t officially my family yet, she has always made me feel like another of her grandchildren, and i feel like she is my own grandma now…so, sorry if this was a downer for anyone, but life isn’t always sunny, and i never promised to write about happy things all the time…later